Monday, September 12, 2005
Lethargic Souls.
I still find it amusing. I mean, any idiot in the world would know that hanging out straight after booking out for guys in the night is almost equivalent to committing suicide. We are after all, that sleep deprived. But i guess sometimes its knowing how we can manage to go out and still have laughs in the outside world that proves that we are you know, real friends. I guess throughout my life in the social circle, this sense of attachment to me really mattered. Its like a bedrock you know you can rely on and never feeling lonely. Ironically i think i would start feeling lonely only when i start attending university. Maybe it would be like what sam-wise said you know, the superficial friendship enough to just help each other to get notes and make sure that you never sit alone during lectures. Brrr so cold.
I have this new theory about my parents in recent too. I actually think that they are vying for their childrens' affections (i.e my brothers and I) through their cooking. Its been a long time now, but i still find that smirk of proudness and delight in my mom's face when she knew that she could always cook a particular dish better than my dad and would always of course, critic badly whenever it came to his cooking. Is this a syndrome within a family with both parents that cook? Heh i always thought it was a blessing but now i have to convince my mummy constantly that eating was supposed to be delightful in the first place. As long as i continue to get my curry from daddy that is (because he knows we like it so he will continue cooking it) haha. Competition is healthy after all.
Thinking back now, another 3 months in passing sends shivers down my spine. And im already missing people even though they havent left me. I wonder what i will do with the remaining year and a half before i return to be a student. 
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