Monday, September 01, 2008
- Because Life Just Feels So Weird Sometimes -I think so many things has been happening so much these few weeks. Its those times when i just feel like sitting down by myself with a starbucks and just staring into space; and possibly, just feel nothing.I've been meeting so much of my friends recently, but i dont know why, i still miss them a lot. Probably i havent been able to find anyone decent to be good friends with this semester... oh god are guys in HR not normal. then i moved back home from hall, and i miss the guys so so much. the redang trip bonded us so much together. I meet up with the councillors, and we remininsce that some things never change with us, though everything else around us has. I only want to bitch around them, because at school spontaneous nastiness as a way to build friendships does not seem to be a trend that goes well with people Haha.Then i think about my specialization and still wonder if it was the best option for me to go into HR; they really teach more of HR, not the management consultancy that im interested in. The only module with management is then a truckload of bullshit; the professor is brilliant but i guess he does not know how to teach. What a stubborn mind he has! But i spoke to aviel the other day, and he told me to be confident about what i chose for myself. So yeah, i've been trying to stay as positive as ever.Entrepreneurship is really not easy, but im so glad for the experience. There's really so much to learn before i earn my first million! (: And for the friends i approach to help me out; oh how they didnt even bat an eyelid or took 5 seconds to think before agreeing to help me! I'm so ever grateful honestly. But as for class, i do still look at certain friends whom i'ver had misunderstandings with from time to time, and all i can do right now is just to lament. But i do miss them as well.And poor miss potato is ridiculously weak! she's always getting sick and seeing the doctor for all sorts of illnesses. If i was her doctor im sure she contributed to 5% of my annual revenue zzz. Damn worried about her. We were telling each other the other day that we both wished we died before each other; think we cannot imagine a scenario without each other as friends. The other one would sob till heaven drop down arh. And then got miss drama, nat, miss sadako, oh I miss having classes with them so badly you have no idea. Meeting them for the weekly lunch just isnt enough. But as we get busier and busier through the semester, i only know its going to be so much harder. But i will try my best.Its day one of Instep results! Miss drama and I havent gotten any emails from them yet. Oh My God please give it to me. I really wish to be able to study elsewhere. I just need to experience this to possibly find out even more about myself spiritually and the things i want to do in the future.
This baby has a butt for cheeks. If next time my child as cute i pray thank you to ti gong ar!
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