Wednesday, November 09, 2005
- Swirl of different thinkings -Its a wonderful feeling to feel ignorant and stupid whilst knowing you are forgiven at the same time. And the magic happened at all places but the art museum on the last trip with the members from the malaysian-indonesian alliance Haha. The art was captivating, but not understandable to us from all angles (there were guide books but i do not understand any reason for people to use them. then probably art should not be critiqued upon no?). I asked why were the breasts of most half-naked women painted saggy and loved especially the portrayal of six different people who were all about to be executed and tortured but carried on smiling with jubilance. If at first guess, i would think now that it had portrayed the mocking of the devils, laughing at how evil would always exist and can never be killed. I can only hope the real explanation did not differ far. I have a sudden craving for the use of handphones to disappear altogether. I miss the letter writing days greatly. Made me remember the primary school days when close friends and I who sat next to each other would rather not talk openly to each other but continually pen our little secrets, thoughts and feelings into little letters before placing them in each other's pencil cases when the other party's usually not noticing. And also, my little obsession over my drama series has finally ended over a course of probably two weeks. It was fulfilling at best and entertaining at worst, so obviously i did not have any regrets. In fact, i even dreamt of an entirely new episode from the series and woke up a happy man today.Probably reading long's blog on love tickled the hidden senses in me after a while again. I still dont know why it is so difficult for me to like someone, but i know that im in love as long as there is still one whom i want kept mysterious to me forever, no matter how close or long i have got to know her, so that i would remember that i could never miss, learn about, and love her enough. And that's that.
Written fashion may not be history @9:46 PM
