Friday, November 18, 2005
Entry on the Eighteen - Oh how the clouds cries.Another haitus in writing and without staying up to date, the past few days without entries like many others would fall easily into the past, a past so cruel you do not know why it is ever so relentless, mocking at people for not cherishing their time properly. And then hence that inaudible laughter as each second passes ticks by so assuredly, unnervingly, unnoticed.Truth is, while o'neil lamented how the past cannot be forgotten easily, i think we are actually more afraid to face it. Because in many cases, visiting it means being unable to start any new decisions pronto, or see the same things easily from different angles anymore. I walked by an old friend on the road only yesterday, but i did not want to acknowledge. Probably im afraid what the future would be like because of the past. (how many times we are worried that relationships cannot last because we keep comparing to the better times in the past, but fail to think that it could be better) But i guess its understandable because nobody has faith in the future. The clouds in the skies were very gracious to me these few days. Sometimes i feel that they seem to convey my emotions for me when i feel them unexpectedly (with my body or mind refusing to act out accordingly to my emotions) Whether it is anger, confusion or sadness for events that happen, i seem to see rain pouring ferociously out of nowhere to replace the strings controlling the puppet of emotions i hold, to calm me down slowly and assure that everything will ultimately come through and be alright. 
But not everythings bad. Guess what i found at the cash converter! My Favourite Japanese drama of all time i regretted 3 years of my life for not purchasing its Vcds after it was screened on TV back in the days of my secondary school life. A wish fulfilled easily with five dollars is certainly on of the sweetest victories in my life to date. This show's slogan of course (appropriate to its title of 'love revolution') is unforgetable. "Qu Tan Chang Lian Ai Ba!" They shout. What a rarity when a command by someone (or even so a bloody drama) can still sound so comforting and assuring even with the tone it is said with.
Oh yes. Not to forget before i end off. Mr Ah beng's certificate in Shatec. Everyone here witness upon reading that he owes me a tiramisu birthday cake. No exceptions.
PS: Really if you are looking forward to the new harry potter movie, dont keep up your expectations. What a disappointment for my favourite book in the series to date. They changed part of the storyline for goodness sake.
...you are special, but i blame me for not seeing it first.
Written fashion may not be history @4:26 PM
