Thursday, December 23, 2004
- My inner ego screams -
Recently my head has been spinning with why-s...
.Why dont i have any inspiration to write recently?
.Why am i not that interested in christmas this year?
.Why has my work agency not called me?
.Why do i feel so unemployed when i have never even worked before?
.Why did i have to say that i didnt work before and leave a full half page of previous jobs section empty?
.Why was i so dumb?
.Why was i such a lazy ass in the past not to work?
.Why am i still dumb?
.Why am i insulting myself?
Well it would be damn obvious to know what has been bothering me for the past week. I have transcended from the boy who was earnestly waiting for his call for an job opportunity to one who is so sure that the company put my resume in the shredder the moment i left the door, yes the VERY SAME DAY. In fact i figured im gonna relent. If there is really an organization like ocean's 12 tt exists, im prepared to act as a dog to get a 1% share of the dough zzz.
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